2024/1/13 Saturday
Notes from my stream of consciousness writing #47
- Mind is cluttered with whether it’s going well or not with a girl. This is why I don't like online dating or dating in general. Not just sucking up time bandwidth but also mental bandwidth as well.
- Before online dating I was just focused on my books and improving myself and what to share on my videos. Now I'm more scatterbrained.
- I feel like I could do/be more. This online dating is holding me back. Then again I don't think it's a bad thing to talk to and meet women. I'll just try it for a month and then stop.
- After a month I think it's time to focus on myself again and maybe try again when I'm making money from YouTube.